why?


Realised that i keep posting these days?
i used the chance that before exam use fully then during exam not using com unless necessary:P
hahah.
today sucks like hell..
morning woke up by the commotion between my mum and bro.
my bro kena hit and he deserve it.
and because of the commotion, i kena buay song by my stupid mum too.
then she started nagging..
say wad everytime wake up never help her anything.
then i help her sweep floor..
then everytime i sweep floor i will always anyhow sweep.
know why?


Cos after i sweep she will DEFINITELY say: got sweep equals never sweep.
then she need sweep herself again.
if thats so, why ask me help?
its as if she sweep de MOST 'perfect'
then she will say i never put in effort to sweep floor.
what kind of moral is this?
stfu..
i damn angry.
and drop out some tears of no where.
smsed jerene to vent out anger.
i really hurt everytime.
then she use cloth to whack me.
wtf?!??!?
because of i diden help her.


then i diam.
not speaking till just now.
and when having lunch heard her nagging all the way till i finish eating.
and i cannot talk back.
so every word she say i need to bear with it.
once talk back, i dead.
adn i was wondering.
hello mother? how big we were le?
why still use this method?
everytime use hitting to threaten us.


and i wonder why must we help out?
i ask my frens if they ever help out.
majority of them no.
and why must i do this?
i wanted to tel her why my frens can relax why cant i?
why shud i help?
wtf man.
again, she forced me to this.
In her eyes, im just a rotten apple.