Why do i feel more stressed?Am i Destinied To have a happy life or a miserable life?Yo! yesterday: morning woke up awhile den went to rivervale mall eat.ate LONG JOHN SILVER!!YUM!! den go buy groceries..den came back all i had done is play computer!! den at night go eat dinner.den buy things den go back home n on com..nothing special..Today: morning woke up quite late..den watch TV..only me at home..den 12+ mum came back..started nagging at me say i do nth except watching Tv n play computer...den dad came back wif zhiwei n xuyi..den ate lunch..den play com whole day till eat dinner tat time..now..i duno why when i thought of tat sickening cca..i feel..a kind of pressure..a kind of stressness..a kind of unhappiness..this always happen to me when during my cca or even dun have cca..i really wan change..i made an extremely wrong decision...i cant read scoresheet..simple fingering oso have alot of problem..i wanna cry out when playing th flute..bt i need to force myself to hold back my tears..i wonder wad answer will mrs chong give me tomorrow...i hope its a yes..i will be extremely happy n very grateful!! even my life was shortened i dun mind..as long as i can change tat cca an find my desired cca..i really mean it...i dun wan to be trapped in tat cca..where i had no freedom or happiness..but unhappiness n pressure..i wish to end this miserable time or period..and be the happy me tat i am last time..always filled with laughter and no worries..i hope i can change tat cca..i wanted to end..as soon as possible..let heaven decide whether i am destinied to have a happy life or a miserable life..i hope the answer wont disappoint me..
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